the fallen blog

saturday

i think i'm turning into a vampire... not the blood-sucking, neck-biting kind, mind you.. i mean i'm slowly turning into a night-crawler.. since when did my bedtime become 5 am?

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speaking of night-crawlers.. i remembered those creepy crawler toys that were advertised on cartoon network when i was younger.. those bug-toys make my hairs stand on end.. probably its because they remind of the one bug i find utterly disgusting -- the cockroach!

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i really want to be a doctor you know.. to be one, i have to overcome my fear of blood and cadavers.. i wonder when that time would come..

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to those who i have been sending e-mails to might notice that my signature is a line from henry david thoreau.. truth be told.. i don't even know why i liked that quote.. i just sounded nice so i made it my signature.. :o)

Eunice | 2/8/2003 08:14:18 PM | home

friday

i was surfing at rennaisance girl's page a little while ago and found something that was really interesting.. name analysis.. and surprisingly when i submitted my name for "analyzing", the "analysis" was uncanny..

Your first name of Eunice has given you creative ability, imagination along practical lines, and the patience to pay attention to detail for a while. Although you are attracted to technical, mechanical, scientific fields, you lack the patience to follow through with this interest. This name gives a certain amount of practicality to your thinking; but there is also a tendency to scatter your efforts for, although you want system and order and stability in your life, you are too apt to be distracted from the job you are doing and to become involved in spontaneous interests. You are good-natured, have a good sense of humour, and are fairly easy-going, making friends with those who enjoy a good time. A weakness of this name is a tendency to make promises which you have difficulty in keeping. You tend to be lavish in your tastes and to spend your money freely. You have a heart of gold and are always ready to give generously. Since your feelings are strong and you tend to be enthusiastic and boisterous, you burn up your energies quickly and indulge in quick-energy foods, sweets, and starches. This type of diet affects the functions of the liver, causing either suffering with gall stones, jaundice, or skin troubles.

now tell me.. its true right?? :o)

Eunice | 2/7/2003 10:49:54 PM | home

my chatterbox is down.. so is my archive index.. i'm still trying to figure out this whole disappearing archives thing.. to be honest, this was the same problem i encountered when i did poo4thought..

Eunice | 2/7/2003 07:44:52 PM | home

i just finished crying. the last time i cried this way was when my cousin was taken into the ICU. that was almost two years ago.. and everytime i think of the afternoon i learned about his condition still brings me to the brink of tears. i locked myself in the bathroom for a couple of hours soon after and cried `til I had no more tears to cry. i mean, he was only 17!! for goodness sake's, he's just a kid! but god has his own reasons.. it was then that i realized that life is indeed short. now he's in and out of the hospital.. yet despite all this, he still smiles, maybe to hide the pain he feels.

my mom cried tonight too. and that was the reason why I cried. she got her mammogram results today. a lump was found in one of her breasts. now thoughts are going through my mind.. the big C??? i sure hope it isn't.. god, i hope its not.. please do not let this happen.. this is not i'm happening to me.. this is a nightmare!!!!

Eunice | 2/7/2003 01:17:29 AM | home

thursday

lack of worthwhile things to do led me to surf blogger for... well, read-worthy blogs. and i did find some! actually, too many to fit in this space. however.. i did save some space for a couple of weblogs i found very cute.. renaissance girl and acid rain. noteworthy indeed (in my opinion)... a big kudos to both bloggers!

Eunice | 2/6/2003 01:07:17 PM | home

wednesday

first its my dwindling vocabulary.. next its my flactuating memory.. then what?? is my mental capacity deteriorating because i'm not in school? damn this whole i'm-stuck-between-puberty-and-adulthood-so-i-think-i'm-getting-an-adjustment-syndrome thing!!! for someone who's known for being cheerful and bubbly, this is not a good sign.. i gotta get some sleep.. i just wish i'd see a whole new light tomorrow..

Eunice | 2/5/2003 10:42:57 PM | home

tuesday

it's getting pretty boring here in my little kingdom. this is not me. this is not eunice!! for crissakes.. what's going on with me?!?!? i'm too young to be stuck in depression. damn puberty!

Eunice | 2/4/2003 05:58:32 PM | home

sunday

omg. i'm watching cnn right now. a shuttle just crashed moments before landing. weird how life can be very cruel at times. one minute your having fun.. not knowing you'll be dead the next. my deepest sympathies go to the families and friends of the astronauts on-board the columbia. may your efforts be not in vain.

Eunice | 2/2/2003 03:24:45 AM | home

hey there! its me eunice, remember? i really hope you do, because i missed you guys! anyways, this is a whole new weblog. its a lot more different than the old one. i hope you enjoy this as much as the poo4thought blog.

Eunice | 2/2/2003 01:31:37 AM | home